Sorry for rushing through the last few posts, we will get more on track with current and ongoing mundane lol soon.
So the next big thing that has happened recently was a massive announcement from T. A couple of weeks ago T decided to let me in in a big decision. To say it was a game changer is an understatement but as per usual there hasn't been much discussion around it.
The announcement was unsurprisingly that he was coming out of the closet as a transgender woman. When I say unsurprisingly, it was kind of a surprise because over the years I had wondered and every time I asked he denied it. So I had finally thought I was wrong. Lol, turns out not. So anyway he's in the process of coming out and has his first appointment with a gender specialist in a couple of weeks. I am fully supportive and have zero issues with this. What this means for us is still up in the air. Obviously with all the other problems this is more like a nail in the coffin lol.
The point being that I will support him through this process for as long as I'm around. The issue is that things have only got worse between us. Although I have seen this spiral before it doesn't make it any easier to handle. He only seems to talk to me when he wants to or wants something, he is being very nasty and I am concerned that as he comes out he will become even more selfish than before. At the moment I know I am staying but I want to journal how things go not necessarily complain. This isn't about me complaining because I accept responsibility for staying. However I want to document it for my own history.